Still dreaming?

The child in me says 'Go ahead don't stop... Keep on... It's your time to shine...'

But the oldest person in me, knows that I need to keep calm, and stay still... Because he knows that will hurt you again, and it will bring me down...

Even if I love your eyes, and your smile...
Even if I like your own away, and your kind...
Even if I want to see you, and chear you up...

I need to keep it away, just the way you do... And stay out of your path...

I must change somehow...
Even if I don't know how...
I must stay far, but so far away...

Because...

I'm not that one...